Kristen's Writing

Love = Infatuation

Written by: Kristen/Midget

12-18-02 10:03pm

"Love can sometimes be magic. But magic can sometimes...just be an illusion." -Javan.
This quote starts me of with my rage- Love is magic, and many of us feel the illusion (atleast with the many people we date in our teenage years). Let's call this illusion "Infatuation" or how about "Lust."Anyone feel anything remotely close to these feelings? Well I admit I have, and I admit I have said the three dreadful words and thought i meant it also. But I was wrong. It was such a deep infatuation, and i was hearing what i wanted to hear. But enough about my love life.

Has it ever bugged you when a person who is like " i hate myself, i want to die, im suicidal," say that they are so in love? well it bugs the heck out of me;
reason #1: lets think about this anyone who is like this and tells me things like this are usually in highschool. VERY FEW OF US WILL FIND OUR ONE AND ONLY SOMEONE IN HIGHSCHOOL. This is just the begining of our love life, and we have had the slightest bittersweet taste of love. Are you ready to drink the full glass?
reason #2: You ever here that if you cant love yourself first, You cant love any of your surroundings.People who dont love themselves will hold on to and cherish whatever the other person will say. It will makes them feel better. Dont get me wrong you may think that this person is better off with a lover, but once it all ends- it leaves them in more pain than before.. The they think to themselves "i cant live without that person. When the only person that they can't live without is themself. Maybe I dont know anything. Maybe I'm all wrong but it's what I know.. so far, and I have yet to learn